I`m weak :')

Asalammualaikum sayang :*

So how are you darling? Salam Ramadhan :* Hiksshikssss ;)

Yunk, mama tak kuat dah. Lembik duhhh mama skunk. Alahai pahal entah lemah sangat sekarang. Know what? Harini mama nangis again again again and again cam -_____- And for the second time mama nangis depan papa Ami. Sumpah tadi takley tahan. Paan datang mintak maaf pastu tetiba tanya "kau asal ni? Ami cakap kau suruh dia cari lain, kau selalu buad dia sensetif hah?" Me "hahahaha ohhh salah aku ahh ni?" Paan "aku tak tahu pape, Ami bagitau tu je. Kau kenapa?" Me "dia dah lain, aku rin .... *air mata jatuh keluar* ;')

Hahahahahahahaha yaaaaa I miss you papa ;') I miss the old you, the old us, Not the new. Where can I got the old back ;') ? I miss everything that we have been do before. I dont know what change, but I felt something change ;') Before this papa tak selalu mengalah, tak cepat give up. Sekarang? ;') 

Kalau mama takda mood, papa datang tanya "asal ni" Mama tak jawab papa terus bla pastu tak datang dah. Hahahahahaha mama ghindu papa yang dulu ;') Papa majok mama pujuk sampai papa okey. Tapi papa? Kadang-kadang mama saja jee buad-2 majok, tapi papa tak pujuk pun. Hahahahaha its okey ;D 

And one more, I dont know lah why mama rasa papa macam ada tipu mama. I just felt something. Masa hari rabu, mama tak tidur pun balik sekolah walaupun tengah ngantuk gila time tu. Tahan je mata sampai papa bbm mama. Petang nak berbuka baru bbm, itupun sekejap. Pastu mama tunggu sampai habis terawih papa still tak bbm mama and its okey. Suddenly I`m sleepy with phone beside me ;') 2 o'clock I`m awake, I check twitter papa update tweet 2 hours later also bbm papa tukar dp bbm. Besok pergi sekolah papa kata papa tidur awal. Hahahahahaha I`m okey :D Banyak kali dah macam ni. Also papa dah jadi macam dulu balik ;') Sikit-2 "mama jap ehh" "mama jap awww" ;D Hahahahahahha I know you buzy papa, so its okey for me ;D 

If you love me, tell me. Prove it to me. If you don`t, please don`t give me a hope. It will hurt me soon. One more things. Macam mana awak layan saya sekalipun saya tak kesah :D Saya tetap sayang awak dan saya tetap nak awak ;') Sayasayangawak ;')