29/5/2013 <--- It`s Over ;')

Asalammualaikum.

Dear blog. Today I`m very feel upset, dissapointent. Hmmmm me and Ami fighting about Mai and Daniel. Him backup his friend, and also me. Him said that aku lebihkan Mai dari dia. And I was like `whatt? then kau tengah buad apa? bukan kau pun backup kawan kau` Bagi aku, family, kawan, kekasih hati penting. Jangan suruh aku pilih sebab semua penting!!!! Semua aku nak, semua aku perlukan, why sebab orang lain kita kena gadoh teruk macam ni hah paaa? And yaa lately ni pun kita macam kurang bbm. Why haaa? Hmmm .... If dah bosan or what just tell me. I must to know!! So yaaa 29/5/2013 our relay is over. Lagi seminggu je nak ours anniversary paa :) But what can I do? You choose to be friend, and I`m follow your decision even my heart say `NO` :D Apa apa kau yang akan buad keputusan sebab aku dah janji dengan Daniel and else yang aku takkan mintak break dekat kau :) Sebab diaorang suruh aku pertahankan relay ni camna teruk gadoh sekalipun. Anddd yaaaa I love ours relay, aku dah cuba pertahankan but :) Heeeeeeee do what makes you happy and do what you wanna do dear. Who am I to stop you? I`m not your girlfriend anymore. Wanna know something? Lepas ni aku dah takley nak action dah yang aku ada boyfriend, dah takda dah panggilan `mama` `papa`  dah takda dah `ILOVEYOUMORE,FOREVER` :D Sial air mata jatuh. Sorry takley tahan :) Lari merethon keluar. Hahahaha xD Lepas ni mesti kekok semacam kan Ami? 

That bebeyemmm you gave to me. My jantung that time was like *dupdapdupdap* you know? And yaaaa my air mata yang susah nak jatuh entah pahal lari merethon keluar laju gilaa. Know what? Aku anggap kau kekasih hati aku also kawan aku. 2 in 1. Why kau tak macam tu? Awak berubah sayang lepas kita couple :) Maybe awak bosan kod. Saya tak salahkan awak :) Awak tahu tak? Awak sama macam Zul :) EGO awak, panas baran awak. Sama je macam Zul, so benda tu macam dah lali. That why when you ask me I will said `ohh okey, I`m okey` :D Paan have told me before that you panas baran, EGO tinggi. Then I said to Paan `it`s okey, selagi aku boley sabar, aku sabar` Harap Paan ingat lagi time tu :)

Awak ingat tak ayat tu? Saya bagi dekat awak :) Saya harap saya kuat time awak bagitau saya yang awak dah jumpa pengganti saya :D Doakan saya kuat okey time tu awak? Awak ... Awak tahu tak? Next week, hari rabu, 5.6.2013. Genap sebulan awak :) Kenapa sekejap sangat give up? Tak boley tunggu tarikh tu ke? 

 

Awak ingat tak bebeyem awak yang tu? Saya rasa macam takda bezanyaa dengan sekarang :) Awak still bebeyem saya `Maaaa kejap tau` `Maaa sorry tadi busy` See saya hafal ayat awak tahu :D

Also this, awak ingat tak awak update status bebeyem awak time ni? Tapi kenapa awak lepaskan saya jugak awak? Straight kita gadoh tadi awak terus buang Display Name awak kan? Nampak sangat wakk ;)

And yaaaa this too ;')

 Awak nak kita jadi kawan kan? Macam saya cakap, saya ikut keputusan awak :) Jaga diri bila saya dah takda nanty okey awak? Jangan lupa cari pengganti saya okey? Tapi jangan cari macam saya tau!! Sebab saya cuma ada 1 dalam 10000 :) Saya rindu awak nanty :') SayaSayangAwakSampaiAkhirat ♥

Saya rindu sangat time kita sweet muitzzzzz macam gula gula ;') Awak akan jadi milik orang lain nanty.

Bye MyIron Man ♥